Well, since no-one else seems inclined to help you with a harsh comment, allow me:bonniethomas06 wrote:
Please people, say something, however harsh, to snap me out of my self pitying wallow!!
GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR BOTTOM AND GET OVER YOURSELF WOMAN!!!

Did that help?
No?
OK - how about this: you did the maths, you know what your situation is and why you are in it, so that's half the battle won. Even at 29 daysn February is shorter, and at the end of it there will be more hours of daylight in a day than at the begining.