Is there something you love doing - maybe gardening, that you could help people out with? Or are you good at crafts? Something you could sell on ebay or something. Maybe one or two days a week at a part time job wouldn't be so bad if it's something that you would find interesting... I love working at the vets as I love 99% of the clients/animals who come in - and feel their joy and pain along with them. Anyway, if you believe in it you need to stick to it but maybe try a few changes to see if they work. I'll quit waffling.Also STONEHEAD, if you wouldn't be offended, my OH has some shirts he wants to get rid of - probably large/xl - I could send them to you by slow parcel post if you like. Otherwise they'd go to the charity or summit.... let me know.
