yes its all getting too much, yet its compulsory to send your kids to an establishment of so called education, where they either learn how to live with being bullied, turn a blind eye to others being bullied, or becoming a bully them selves, this just about sums up what this system is all about, and it really gets me down, it would be ok if i thought it could be changed with enough effort, but i know it wont, because everyone seems to think that it should be the way it is. i just want to leave it all myself , ibut they have covered every corner. now you cant even live on a low wage , i am self employed , i work 30 hours a week and earn 15/20 pounds per week, then i get topped up to my income support rate, or the rate it would be if i was on income support, which for me was ok, my partner is the same and we get our rent paid . community charge etc, but now they have made it so they soon wont pay for the 2 bedroomed house we have as we only as a couple need one bedroom, so we will have to find the additional 100 pound a month, even though there are no one bedroomed houses/flats in our area, and the house we have is the cheapest we can find, and im not allowed to keep more than 15 pounds each a week earnings, if we do then it will be deducted from our benefits, . we have been trying to get things together so that eventually we would be in receipt of no benefits, and we are happy to live on little. but with these changes it means we are just not going to have the time rquired to do it our way. which basicallymeans that i will have to sign on, and then they will have to pay me the sme for doing nothing, which i dont want to do, so the only way round this is to not rent a house. So basically if i dont want to take a full time job, and add to this fiasco of a whatever you call it, then i am going to have to live in a caravan in laybys and barren land. Which i have done before, but then i have to put up with ar h les hooting all night, hassle off the gestapo, and a possible beating from fascists. I really hate it all now and cant see where it will all lead for me. Ive got my turbine , battery bank etc, thats the only plus thing, as everything else we have got together over the last couple of yrs , like greenhouse and so forth will have to be left behind, my alpines which i have been growing and trying to build up sales for will all come to a halt, just when i may succeed, my worm farm i have been building up and seen no return from as yet as i have been building it up and trying to get sales for my worm compost ,and all the work i have done teaching myself to turn wood, will have to stop. And this is all down to their moving of the goal post. Apparently to stop unemployed people taking advantage of the system. all i can say is is that in my case they have done the opposite. I had to have a complete change in the way i earn my money due to being very ill a few yrs ago, and being unable to continue with forestry which was what i did, i decided to start doing the things i enjoy and on top of that in my opinion help the planet etc and add something to societry, but because i have no initial capital i am expected to go and get a job doing something i dont enjoy and on top of that add to this mees. Well i wont , i have my concience , and i have to live with myself. But saying that i dont know how i am going to do that. In short they have got us where they want us, ALMOST
Now theres a moan for you
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